Day 21: I've failed

nothing to say today. im writing this blog after so long and everything i tired doing this past month, i feel as though i've failed. why i am so comfortable talking about this on the blog? because i know no one will ever read this. i'm average, not very smart, not amazing or extraordinary at anything and that makes me feel like shit. i put in so much effort and hardwork. wouldn't it be better if i just stopped trying? maybe i will. i'm on the verge of stopping because nothing i do is ever enough. and i'm done crying and feeling guilty after putting in so much effort. its better to get the same result without trying instead of trying to do everything i could and still get the same result. i don't feel like trying anymore.